A position to keep ….. XV
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I think some people just like being sad :/
What a life.
So much regret.
I regret walking away.
I regret not being willing to work it out.
I regret not caring about your feelings.
I regret being selfish.
You were permanent in a temporary world. This has been the worst 3 years ever and I caused all of this, for a moment of confused bliss.
I was lucky, so incredibly lucky.
I fucked up badly and I guess I will spend the rest of my life paying for said fuck up.
I don’t miss you,
Not like I thought I would.
I miss the company you brought.
I miss the laughs that happened after a long kiss.
I miss who I thought you were.
But you, I don’t miss you at all.
You were the thunderstorms that spring brought.
You were the nights I worried if I did something wrong.
You were the sickness I felt when you ignored me.
You are not what I miss,
Because that isn’t love.
It never was, no matter how much I forced it to be.
B.N. (via bethanienicholsonpoetry)
“You were the sickness I felt when you ignored me.”
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